A girl told me today that my cockiness was annoying. It was a big hit to my pride and really hurt my feelings. Right. I don't really understand everyones need to try and knock me down a few notches. Funny that nobody believes me when i say something does hurt my feelings. I'm confident not emotionless. Not that being called annoying actually hurts my feelings haha.
anyhow.I watched a little high school play today. You know when someone makes a real ultra lame joke and you just want to laugh or sing or runaway to escape the strangling awkwardness? There was time with some of the acting, actions , or singing that I wanted to just fake my best laugh... even for my own relief. Ultimately, I was impressed by the production of "you're a good man, Charlie Brown!". What's interesting is that I started to recall all the plays that i've been to... and really how much i enjoyed most every single one. Ya know... some movies i come away feeling like i wasted some of my life. But not so with plays.
What's even better is that if the main actress is at all slightly attractive... almost without fail I fall in love with her. Summer 2005, Belle in "Beauty and the Beast" Summer Naomi Woods... still holds the key to my heart. I truly do heart her. I think this is the reason for my deep seated emotional commitment issues. It's hard to fall in love that often. I can't help it.
I love actresses. But... I'm afraid with my multiple personalities and her many stage persona's... we'd be doomed.
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I can remember another actress the lead in Annie go get your Gun - summer at the playmill! Yah! you were totally in (LOVE)!-nena
Doomed? Doomed to what I wonder?
when i was in the 9th grade a boy told me I was really vain. It hurt my feelings (especially since I was an awkward 5'10" skinny girl). He came back later and told me he thought about it and decided I wasn't vain just really, really confident. I took it as a compliment. One of the things I am most grateful for is my confidence. As Earls we have it in strides....I don't know why that is but WE ARE SO LUCKY. Because it is one of the main things that gets you through this life. If I could give my kids one thing....it would be COCKINESS. Consider yourself blessed. And everyone that says anything or tries to take you down...is either joking or jealous.
I secong what Ashley said. You Earls are confident to no end. Every last one I have met! But, it is good...it'll get you through! Miss ya, aand your computer is on the way.
Confidence is a good thing. Cockiness or conceit is not confidence. A confident person doesn't have to let others know they are "all that." It shows in the way they carry themselves and live their life.
This whole anonymous comment thing... kind of throws me off lol.
confidence or cockiness...both awesome! just don't ever refer to yourself as "all that and a bag of chips"...that was so 5 years ago and will just make you look lame. :)
I am glad someone finally told you.
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