Because My Grandpa Did It First
Sunday, December 25, 2011
And Christmas
I tried my hardest to do everything within my tiny power to make Christmas better for those I love. As happens so frequently when you try to serve, God serves you instead. I received this Christmas in everything that I tried to give. And then I was blessed so much more on top of that. It starts to feel that the word 'bless' becomes inadequate to describe the helpless, overwhelming, inordinate amount that we are given beyond the degree in which we clearly recognize we should justly receive.
So on Christ's celebrated birthday we give and receive presents between each other while He gives gifts to us as well. And when you step back to think about it, giving to Christ can only be accomplished by a few, select ways. One of those is serving or giving to others. It's par for the course with Christ. What a day.
Saturday, December 17, 2011
Christmas
Or maybe it's just so it seems to me. Maybe all my people remember the reasons. I sincerely hope so. But for me, poor college student and single uncertain adult, I'm trying to find ways to more essentially, more specifically, apply the season to me.
So. I want to try with my attitude. I'm gonna be less critical, less prideful. I'm gonna be more willing to help. I want to serve and make people smile. I want to emanate Christ. I want this season of Christmas to be me. This will be my season of Christ. And I think I can sustain that change. It won't end with Christmas. That'll be my Christmas gift this year.
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
As for updates...
"To remember this, to hold oneself apart from society, is to begin to think one's way beyond it. Solitude, Emerson said, "is to genius the stern friend." "He who should inspire and lead his race must be defended from traveling with the souls of other men, from living, breathing, reading, and writing in the daily, time-worn yoke of their opinions." One must protect oneself from the momentum of intellectual and moral consensus — especially, Emerson added, during youth. "God is alone," Thoreau said, "but the Devil, he is far from being alone; he sees a great deal of company; he is legion.".... But no real excellence, personal or social, artistic, philosophical, scientific or moral, can arise without solitude. "The saint and poet seek privacy," Emerson said, "to ends the most public and universal."
I have given some thought to recently is this article on solitude I read last week. Basically, we can't be alone, we are afraid of it, and we are a generation that wants to be known. Not intimate or connected mind you, just known. We become something less then who are or could be when we lack the ability to take time in solitude. We no longer understand our inner depths when we constantly are evaluating ourselves through only our interactions with other people. And those interactions aren't very meaningful to add to it.
There is too much filler in all of our lives and we spend more time making small talk then facing the responsibility of communicating appreciable ideas or intimate emotion.
"Introspection means talking to yourself, and one of the best ways of talking to yourself is talking to another person you can trust, to whom you can unfold your soul. One other person you feel safe enough with to allow you to acknowledge things—to acknowledge things to yourself—that you otherwise can’t. Doubts you aren’t supposed to have, questions you aren’t supposed to ask. Feelings or opinions that would get you laughed at by the group or reprimanded by the authorities.
This is what we call thinking out loud, discovering what you believe in the course of articulating it. But it takes just as much time and just as much patience as solitude in the strict sense."